The man who saved me from myself
The one who defined kindness, honesty and sincerity
The one who taught me what life means
The one who changed me
I am glad, thankful, happy, glad, grateful and honoured to have you in my life

"Every of your movement is my heartbeat" - Anas

Because once you have attached to someone, nothing changes how you feel
Even when the master loses his key
As for now I want nothing else
But just sugar to my coffee
Sincerely,
Rabihah A.

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Teman yang dicari
Selama ini
Telah kutemui

Dengannya di sisi
Perjuangan ini
Senang diharungi
Bertambah murni
Kasih Illahi
KepadaMu Allah
Kupanjatkan doa
Agar berkekalan
Kasih sayang kita

Kepadamu teman
Ku pohon sokongan
Pengorbanan dan pengertian
Telah kuungkapkan
Segala-galanya...

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Agar kita kekal bersatu
Kepadamu teman
Teruskan perjuangan
Pengorbanan dan kesetiaan
Telah kuungkapkan
Segala-galanya
Itulah tandanya
Kejujuran kita


Just a song I used to listen and love when I was small
But then as I grow up, I became a little bit ignorant
I'm lucky to find out the song title today as it was played on the radio
Downloaded into my playlist and updated my iTouch

Talking about the song,
Unsurprisingly every single words of the song reminded me so well of a person
A person I really look up to
Someone I respect, someone I love
Thank you Anas for being that someone to me

Good times don't come as you wish
I am grateful I had mine
I left the school having the memories of you in every single photo I had in the yearbook
You are well-known as the one who really really did steal my heart among my friends
Teachers know you as my inspiration without me telling them
My heart captures you as the one smart, brilliant, likeable, loveable and a really blessed guy
Still until now, I am never enough of you and our wonderfulship we've built
Even when we're far apart, you're always with me....
In my sleep as I hug the most huggable thing in the world
In every single text or calls I make as I use the Blackberry you gave
In my lonely world as I put on my earphones and listen to the songs from your iTouch
In every single second of life as you're always in my heart.

Apple, Pineapple, Banapple, Sunflower, Merlin
Whatever or whoever cute nicks I named you
Nothing defines well the meaning of the name Anas
Other than you do.

Sincerely,

Rabihah A.

Apple of My Eye

Meet the most huggable thing in the world
A gift from someone I love

You just You

Thank you for the best birthday gift ever.

I like your smile

I like your laugh

I like your joke

But that's not why I love you

And I like that you're such a sweetheart

But like I said, that's not why I love you

So, do you feel me?

Do you feel like how I feel about you?

So, do you need me?

Do you need me like how I need you?

You are so thoughtful

But that's not why I love you

I'm not sure if you know

That the reason why I love you

Is just you being you

That's the reason why I love you

And all the things we've been through

That's why I love you

I like the way you show me things

When I'm losing my hopes and faith

But that's not why I love you

And how you teach me things of life

When I'm completely lost

But that's not why I love you

So, do you feel me?

Do you feel like how I feel about you?

So, do you need me?

Do you need me like how I need you?

Even though things are pretty ugly for us

Nothing changes how I feel about you

And I'm always gonna be here for you

Just something that I wrote for a person.

I was inspired by a song when I wrote this.

After almost 4 years of knowing you, nothing ever changes how I feel.

Blocked Words

PS, a photo from my house balcony

"If I love you, I will carry for you all your pain, I will assume for you
all your debts(in every definition of the word), I will protect you
from your own insecurity, I will protect upon you all sorts of good
qualitites that you have never actually cultivated in yourself, I will give
you the warmth like the sun and the comfort like you sleep on a rainy
night. If the sun is not available, I will give you a sun check and if the
rain is not available, I will give you a rain check. I will give you all
this and more until I get exhausted and depleted that the only way I can recover my energy is by becoming infatuated with someone else"

Sincerely, RD.

Have You Evers

Have you ever baked something just to show how much you love a person?

Have you ever made your own card for that someone just to tell how you feel?

Have you ever done anything unusual just to make your special someone smile again?

Have you ever felt so lucky to have that someone in your life?

Have you ever had one long sleepless night just worrying about a person?

Have you ever felt so attached to a person because the person seems to know you very well?

Have you ever written a song just because you are so happy being with someone?

Have you ever defined 'happiness' by having that someone in your thought?

Have you ever gotten really sick when something terrible happens between you and a person?

Have you ever lost your appetite instantly when a person's name is mentioned whether it is for good reason or bad reason?

Have you ever had someone who surprises you for every once in a blue moon?

Have you ever gone out on an ice cream date?

Have you ever gotten a really cute teddy bear from someone?

Have you ever actually felt a deep cut in your heart seeing that someone going through a hard time?

Have you ever written a very long letter to a person?

Have you ever cried of happiness to see that person happy?

Have you ever tried baking a heart-shaped pastry for someone?

Have you ever felt so happy when a certain ringtone rings on your phone knowing that someone is calling?

Have you ever missed calling a friend's name over that person's name?

Have you ever had your very own playlist in your phone or iPod just because those songs remind you of a person?

Have you ever taken care of your things as if they're alive because those things were given by a person?

Have you ever felt safe and so secure when you are with a person?

Have you ever had someone so important in your life(other than your parents) that anything small or big happens, that person will be the first one to know?

Have you ever had someone who inspires you so much other than your parents?

Have you ever felt so grateful to God to meet this one person?

Well, I have. Unsurprisingly it only happens to me when it is involving this one person.

To do or feel all this is a blessing from God, a really huge blessing.

I have no words to describe how I truly feel.

Let it only be between me and our dearest Creator, our God.

A box of heart

A heart feels deep when you least want it to feel

Eyes see happiness that make you smile big

Ears hear songs that no one sings

Dream seems real that makes you believe in fairytales

Hope goes high because nothing is impossible

Prayers you make every single second

That's when his name you mention in every single sentence

Aloha

Assalamualaikum and Hello there once again.
I'm back blogging.
It's been ages, I know.
But hey, at least I am back :)