Dear people in my future, I am sorry that I can't offer you perfection, talents, entertainments, beauty, my whole life, love without tears and I can't guarantee you an easy going life.

But with all my heart, I can only provide you endless of prayers, intentions of giving you happiness, intentions of changing to someone with a stronger belief, sincerity in love, words with no lies.

I have been listening to this song on repeat

So much to be hoped for

So much to be wished for

So much to be dreamed for

So much to be said

So much to be heard

But yet, everything is effortless

I used to hum the melody of love

I used to sing to the songs of love

It's sad to realize that love isn't my favorite episode anymore

A beautiful story we have once written

But time seems to rip every pages of the story

The pen is running out of ink

I am reluctantly in fear

I am fear of love

I am fear of getting hurt

Because I am already hurt by this love