I am an attachable girl.

I attached myself to the one who brought me here today, The God.

I attached myself to the one who raised me up, my parents.

I attached myself to the people who I grew up with, my siblings.

I attached myself to the one I share my secrets with, my friends.

I attached myself to the one who has been there for me, the man I love.

I don't know what changes things these days.

Everything seems to be easily detachable.

But I am glad I have this faith in God, in what He has written for me.

Silence tend to invade me even when I'm surrounded by noises.

It feels awful to be unheard and unseen.

But I guess I have to be strong in every way

Because this time I'm standing alone

No sister to cry on

No friend to seek help from

No shoulder to hang on

Who's gonna make me feel like I am never alone again?

Who's gonna bring me tomorrow when yesterday blindfolds my eyes?

Who's gonna show me around whenever I'm feeling like I'm losing my ways?

Who's gonna fill my night and also through the daybreak?

Who's gonna hold me tight?

Who's gonna bring me to my senses when I'm losing it?

Who's gonna shine my dark times?

Who's gonna bring me to the place where reality & dreams meet each other?

Who's gonna keep the light from fading?

Who's gonna sway the wind when the clouds blind my way?

You had left me in this world, and now you're leaving again further than what we had.

My heart is broken.

Broken into pieces.