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Things got me very upset.
You started to change.
Changing to a whole new person.
I can't bare with it.
Your changes changed me.
I became irrational, quiet and unusual.
I cried myself to bed just because how I wished you didn't reply at all.
Knowing the untrue you was very hurtful.
I got distracted by everything you said.
I was really freaked out that night.
For so long you have waited.
When I am finally here, you were not there.
I used to laugh to the every single joke you tell.
But nowadays, the only thing I heard from you is problems.
I don't mind listening because that is what I do.
It is just that I can't help you if you don't help yourself.
I didn't take my breakfast nor lunch when I think of your unpresence.
I am used to wish you good night and tell you stories.
But when you move apart slowly, I got scared.
My eyes are red and swallen just because of all the tears I had for you.
You should know how crazy I have become when you decided to dissapear for couple of days.
Do not ever do this to me again.
I was suffering and I think I still am.

How I tried so hard to love coffee,

Xoxo