New Year

Hello there.
I know it's been quite sometime since I last updated this haunted dusty and rusty blog of mine.
New Year is just around the corner.
I mean hours away.
To tell you the truth, I AM NOT READY FOR 2010.
2009 has been such a heartbreaking year for me.
There were so many ups and downs I had to go through.
I wasted so many tears this year over silly frustrating issues.
These things really teach me how to be a real human.
A human with a real heart.
I know I hate it so much living in the year of 2009.
But I don't know why, it's really hard for me to leave all the memories of this year behind.
I can't even sleep last night.
I cried myself out just the fact that 2010 is approaching tonight.
I know it is silly to cry on that.
But it is something my heart wanna do.

So, I've made up my mind about this new year coming.

1. I'm gonna slow down with food (I SO HAVE TO)
2. Grow taller, which I don't know how.
3. Study really smart *I kinda have doubts*
4. No more time wasting
5. Won't be with my phone often
6. Books = my second boyfriend
7. Solat tak nak tinggal, Insya Allah. (PALING IMPORTANT)
8. Banyakkan puasa sunat.
9. No way I'm using bad words.
10. Love parents, friends, cousins, relatives and boyfriend with all my heart.
11. No more being super sneaky.
12. Focus on studies.
13. Ignore all the high school dramas
14. No more partying after my birthday (:
15. Gonna be a good muslim, a good daughter, a good friend
16. Live my life to the fullest without going beyond my limits.
17. Live a healthier life
18. I will not change myself.
19. No more getting sick every week.
20. HELLO 2010!

Happy New Year!
Xoxo