With love

Yes, with so many thoughts, I finally found a conclusion.
For now, what I wanted in my life is to change.
Be a better person, for good.
And also importantly, be a good muslim.
Changing yourself is actually easy, it's all up to us.
You can't be perfect, but you can be the best.
What I meant by that is when you change for better, you do it step by step.
In other words, we say it as mengikut kemampuan.
You don't do it cause you are forced.
You do it because of Allah.
In my case, I'm lucky to have sayang(him) to change me.
He has the nicest words when it comes to nasihat.
I can't believe that I actually cried once listening him telling me how beautiful Kaabah was.
His words really got into my heart.
It's proven that every nasihat he has given, worked on me.
And yes, knocked my head about being seorang Islam.
Alhamdulillah, my solat is now terjaga, better than before.
I did miss some of the waktu, but I will feel really bad.
Like what happened today.
Thank God abang Mi told me that I could Qadak my solat.
I felt less guilty, but still having the guilt in my heart until now.
Found someone who can really change me is a real big thing.
Most people said that he's lucky to have such nice or sweet girl like me.
But people are just so wrong.
Never believe in that.
It's actually the other way round.
I am one of the luckiest person to be lived and to meet someone like him.
He changed me inside out.

So sayang, if you read this (which I don't think he will, Haha.)
Thanks for every single thing you have taught me.
Especially for every single words of your nasihat.
And every single knock you did on my head.
Not to forget, every single love that you gave.
I love you.

An appreciation,

RD