2 years, 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051 200 minutes, 63 072 000 seconds.
I would forever treasure those good times we had. Even when everything is going all hopeless between us now. Happy 2nd Anniversary, even when everything has sort of ended for us. I love every second of being called yours. You will never be a regret of mine, no matter what. I hate the fact that the your trust is now lost but at the same time, I am hating that you will never understand how insecure you have made me feel. You're millions miles away from me, but you're never an inch apart from my heart. I do not show how sad I have been, all because of what you have taught me. You kept telling me do not grieve on sadness. So, I do not do that. You are wrong if you think I am feeling all glad when everything is falling apart between us. You know how much you mean to me, how much love I have given out for you, how attached I am to you, how close you are to me, how amazing I think you have always been. Only God knows how painful it is for me to go through life alone. I've known and loved you for too long and too strong to let you slip away. But it seems like that is what has been written for us. Dear Anas, if you ever get to read this, I am sincerely writing this, I am sorry if I'm crying now cause I know how much you hate it about the fact that I am so sensitive about so many things, I just wanna let you know, I have loved, I will always love and I am loving you for every heartbeat of mine. You are just one irreplaceable love I will always have, you will forever be in this heart of mine. I will keep praying for your life, day and night and I will not stop, Insya Allah. I hope no matter how better life has been for you, do not ever stop loving me because you are the best thing I've ever gotten from Allah, apart from my family and religion. I love you Sayang, even when ending has taken its place.
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