Sunday, June 21, 2009

Father's Day

Daddy, I love you
For all that you do.
I'll kiss you and hug you
Cause you love me, too.
You feed me and need me
To teach you to play
So smile 'cause I love you
On this Father's Day.

Pink!

Pink people
Like : This is a softened red, so it tempers passion with purity. It is associated with romance, sweetness, delicacy, refinement and tenderness. Pink people are interested in the world around them, but they do not throw themselves into participating with the ardor of the red person. Violence in any form is upsetting to you. At one time, pink was considered exclusively feminine, like the frosting on a little girl's birthday cake, but more men are comfortable with pink now because it's no less macho to exhibit sensitive, so-called feminine traits. If you love pink, you are talented and have subdued drive, charm and warmth, and are probably an incurable romantic. Pink people are friendly but tend to keep inner feelings hidden.

Dislike : Soft, medium tints do not evoke much emotion--many people are indifferent to pink. It is sweetness, innocence and naivete--red with the passion removed. So if you dislike pink, you are looking for excitement in your life and pink simply will not do it for you.

Let them

You were born on 30th of January 1993.
-
Solution
-Problem solver
-Professional, honest, good assessor and strict
-Have a great plan and live in the best life environment
-Love to manipulate people; very objective to people around
-Need to make decisions base on self needs than others
-Show their leadership in their own way.

AND

You were born on 30th day of January 1993, Saturday.

Your Life : You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Although you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities.
Your Love : You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.

One

1 day to go
I seriously can't face the day.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

I can't

I don't wanna go.
The thing is I don't wanna bump onto anyone.

Two

2 days to go.
I don't think I can do this. :(

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Inspired

Today is a weird day for me. Wanna know why? Let me tell you why.
1) Dad finally agreed to get me iPhone. x)
2) I slept in class during Physics for the first time in life.
3) I cried before I entered the room for the Interact BOD Interview.
4) I laughed all day long even though I know deep down inside I ain't that happy.
5) I feel really close to my friends.
6) I know the fact that thaaaat person takes things diferrently.
7) Misses he-who-should-not-be-named.
8) Love writing essays.
9) I love you.
10)I love me (:

Four

4 days to go.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I wanna make it.

I get so emotional every time I watch these two videos.


The Climb taken from Hannah Montana the Movie.

Crazier by Taylor Swift also taken from the same movie.

Yo le quizás necesite apoya.

La lluvia se cae en mis ventanas.
Y el frío corre por mi alma.
Y las caídas de lluvia, ah la lluvia se cae.
Yo no quiero ser sólo.
Deseo que pueda photoshop.
Todas nuestras memorias malas.
Cuz las escenas retrospectivas, ah las escenas retrospectivas.
No me dejará sólo.

Loser moron.

Thanks for coming, you made my day. NOT.

I hate you.

I hate you for who you are right.
I hate you for knowing how hard it is for me.
I hate you for being so fake.
I hate you for saying beautiful words.
I hate you for bringing up so many problems.
I hate you for making me call you all the time.
I hate you for making things harder.
I hate you for taking me to a place where I've never been.
I hate you for taking me out.
I hate you for watching the movies with me.
I hate you for giving me a bouquet of roses.
I hate you for making me sick.
I hate you for giving me it.
I hate you for giving me inspirations.
I hate you for teaching me the meaning of life.
I hate you for being so friendly.
I hate you for meeting me outside.
I hate you for changing me.
I hate you for not listening to some of my words.
I hate you for doing crazy things.
I hate you for making me laugh.
I hate you for saying that I have good hair smell.
I hate you for cheering me up when Im down.
I hate you for giving me advices.
I hate you for living nearby.
I hate you for talking to my friends.
I hate you for talking to my parents.
I hate you for being friend with your friends.
I hate you for singing me songs.
You're a jerk, I just hate that I love you.

Five

5 days to go.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

You quit

Rabihah is just done packing her stuff for school tomorrow and she still hasn't done her Agama homework because she doesn't know how to do it.

Kembali Seperti Dulu

Hey guess what? Tomorrow's Monday! It shows that I have to go back to my old routines again. I know I hate it like so badly but I have no choice. School is school and life is still gonna be the same. Omg.

Assalamualaikum.

Do bother cause it ain't important (:
Im going offline now.
Good night, earthlings.
Love yourself before you love others.
Don't be so cheap cause you're expensive.
Don't be mad but be happy.
Just listen don't talk.
Sit and think.
You'll see the truth.
Please and thank you.

Do you?

Do you still remember?
He told you that I was afraid of a crab?
Do you still remember?
You said you can't imagine if it was prawns?
Do you still remember?
To get to my house you have to pass North Pole.
Do you still remember?
We talked and we sang?
Do you still remember?
When was my birthday?
Do you still remember?
Where to get white roses for me?
Do you still remember?
The surprise phone call I made as soon as I reached home?
Do you still remember?
The plans we had that night?
Do you still remember?
All the poems you made?
Do you still remember?
That I don't curse?
Do you still remember?
Im born to be short?
Do you still remember?
I saved your life?
Now let me ask you one thing.
DO YOU STILL REMEMBER?

Tak boleh la

Rabihah is trying to go to bed since just now but she just can't do it.

Undefined

Nothing for tonight. I lost my talent and my inspirations because I laughed too much and I overslept. Haha. I know it's weird. Hey, I was born to be weird. So, who cares? ;)

Eight

8 days to go.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

In it.

Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile.
And I have to sit down for a while.
The feeling that I'm losing it forever.
I try to capture every minute.
The feeling in it.
Barely awake, I let precious time go by.
And a sense of guilt I can't deny.
What happened to the wonderful adventures.
The places I had planned for us to go.
Well, some of that we did but most we didn't.
And why I just don't know.
Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture.
And save it from the funny tricks of time.
This will be the last one.
Good night,
Sweet dreams.

Hush hush

Speechless means you have nothing to say or I shall say wordless. You'll be like having this situation where words aren't coming out from your brain. Not even a simple word. What you can do is either making sounds like Awww, or Ohhhh, or Wow, or whatsoever. Other than that, you'll either be smiling, laughing, crying, or no expression. Get what I mean? Yes, thanks for being so understanding. FYI, Im going through this phase. It's quiet now. Haha.

What Bestfriends Are For.

We have been bestfriends since we were in primary school.
We laughed together.
We went shopping together.
We studied together.
We had sleepovers together.
And not to forget, we went shisha together.
Those moments really teach me what bestfriends are.
You came to me when I needed someone.
You listen to every words I say.
You would never get annoyed when Im annoying.
Seeing you go away is really hard but Im trying to deal with that because I know, it's good for your future.
Thanks for being the bestfriend ever.
You and Ziha are like my sisters. <3

P is for parents.

Dear parents,
You always drag me into this situation. A situation where you know you wanna say yes but you said no. It's very disappointing, like really. I was really hoping for you to say yes but hello, NO came. Don't do this to me again. Please, Im begging you. You know I love you kan. And Im sure you love me too.

Nine

9 days to go.

Try Not To Laugh

I got this video from Mr Z. You should watch it. It's so funny.
Reasons why you have to watch it ;)
This video made me:
1) Laughed till I cried.
2) Hide under my blanket.
3) Wathed it with Olah and cried again.
4) Bite one of my teddy bears.
5) Go bubbly.
6) Not sleepy.
9) Bangun dari katil.
10) Thanked Z.
There you go. Now it's your turn.


Friday, June 12, 2009

Empty

Untitle.
You are so perfect,

Through my eyes you're so beautiful,
You make me always adore you,
With every step I take,
I am thinking of you,
I cannot imagine my life without your love,
Please, never leave me,
I cannot face my life without you,
Only together we will make it,
You are my blood,
You are my heart,
You are my life,
You make me complete,
Oh my love you are so perfect.

Knowing You

I have to go to bed now since I have to wake up early for tomorrow.
Good night, earthlings.
Sweet dreams.

One Zero

10 days to go.

One Wish

Before I go to bed, there's something I want to write. I know it's kinda messed up but it was really from my heart.

Title: You're Blind in Seeing My Love

I was born to have the love in my heart.
I thought I was born to have you in my life.
You came up to me and call it an art.
You blew me away and never let me arrive.

You are the song I keep on singing every night.
You are the wish I made upon the stars.
Feelings for you I always fight.
Because you let me pass just like some of your favourite cars.

You took my heart away.
But you will never know that.
Because I'm just your everyday.
And you say that I'm your pet.

It's hard figuring you out.
You're one of a kind.
Because you're the one I always think about.
Love is really blind.

Ear aches.

Listening to Odah and Olah singing isn't cute at all. It sounds as if a cat is being eaten by a dog. You can imagine that, right? Or I shall say, more to like a disaster. A bad one. OHMYGOD.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Boredom strikes.

I'm bored. So, let's be creative and write something.

You're flawless.
To me, you're more than beautiful.
You make me go crazy all about you.
In every steps that I'm taking, I'll will think of you.
I just can't imagine my life without you.

So, don't leave me baby.
I just can't face it.
Without you, I just can't live.
You run through my vein.
You're part of my heart.
You're my life and you complete me.
Oh love, you're so perfect.

Lost

My favourite line ;)
I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that
I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

Sama sama

And before I forgot,
Thanks Arin for the pizza (:

Thank God

Thanks Aqhlef for taking such a good care on my babyyy ;)
And sorry to both of you, I mean Nabil for not joining you shisha-ing.
Mucho gracias!

Charm

You know what?
I'm gonna sleep early tonight.
I'm not really in a good mood.
Eventhough I know I'm still not sleepy.
I'm just gonna lay on the bed and gaze at the stars through the window.
Good night.
You know where to find me.

One one.

11 days to go.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Brother of mine.

BIASA LA, ORANG KAYA.
By Olah. Oh and by the way, he said his name is ugly. Hahahahahaha ;)

Another mountain

Saya sangat menyesal kerana membaca.
Alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

This one show

I watched this show on tv this evening but I can't remember what was the the movie called. I so love the show.

This is what the guy said to the girl;
Hey, to make things simple, I'm just gonna let you know what I always wanted to tell you, first of all, I can only be myself, I cannot be anyone else, I heard a lot about you and it kinda turn me off and right now I'm confused about who i should trust more. Thats what I meant by anything can happen if we take a break and I'm tired of everything. I hope these information will make things easier for you.

You really should watch it. I cried. Haha.

Inhale

Whoever reads the post below,
You know what? It's just a survey I got from Atilia. Not a big deal. You might think I'm bringing it up as an issue. You are wrong. It's not wrong to talk about the past, am I right? I'm sure you talk about yours too. We're all human being, no difference. I have feelings, you do too. Let's deal with that. I know that the past is always gonna be the past. I can accept that but talking or thinking about it won't change anything unless you have this huge amazing time machine la. Plus, Im okay with things now. Chill out (:

Someone from the past.

By Atilia.

How did it all begin?
We began as friends.

Where did you meet?
School.

When did you meet?
Last year.

Was it love at first sight?
Not really.

how old were you both?
I was fifteen and he was 2 years older.

Where was your first date?
Pelita?

When was it official?
-

The good...

Whats your happiest memory of him?
I shall keep it to myself.

Whats the sweetest thing he has ever done for you?
Lots of things.

Does he buy you lots of gifts?
No, I don't ask for gifts.

Whats your favorite thing to do together?
Singing and talking all night long.

When did you know you were falling in love?
That night.

Who said I love you first?
He did.

Is it true love?
I don't think so.

How do you know this?
I think.

The bad...

Whats his worst habit?
Nevermind.

What annoys you about him?
-

Has he ever hurt you badly?
Next.

Would he ever cheat?
You think?

Has he ever cheated?
You judge.

Do you trust him?
I do.


The ugly....

Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?
Black shirt.

Intimacy...

How do you feel when he holds you?
Safe, it's always like that.

How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?
Aww but it didn't happen.

How does it feel when he touches you?
I feel as if my heart has been touched by him.

Does his touch give you goose bumps?
Yeah.

Does he kiss your neck?
No.

Your tummy?
No.

Your forehead?
Yeah.

Deep and meaningfull...

Could you be without him?
It has been months, You think? Ye lah.

Do you think about him constantly when your apart?
It's normal.

How long have you been together?
7-8 months.

Can you see a future together?
Not anymore.

Would you like to get married?
To him? Naah, that's okay.

Have children?
Nope.

Where can you see your relationship in a years time?
Hell.

5 years time?
Still in hell.

Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you?
Really?

How do you know this?
Because you said so.

Are you scared he might find someone better?
And he did. Good for you both.

Is he your best friend as well as your lover?
He was.

Does he come first over everyone else in your life?
In certain things, yes. But that was last time.

Would you die for him?
No way.


On a lighter note...

Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?
I prefer keeping it to myself.

Say something that only you two understand
Something.

Do you have nick names for each other?
Yeah, used to.

Does he make you laugh?
All the time.

Do you wrestle?
No.


His Favorites...

Animal?
Cats.

Clothing style?
Simple.

Band?
Banyak.

Music?
From what I know, he listens to some of the old songs.

Lasts...

Time you saw him?
April.

Spoke to him?
I can't recall.

The last text he sent you?
March.

When will you...

See him again?
God knows.

Speak to him again?
Tuhan Maha mengetahui.

Tell him you love him again?
EXCUSE ME?


Have you ever?

Celebrated a holiday together?
Nope.

Met his parents?
Just the mother.

Had naughty time?
How naughty?

Made him cry?
I don't know.

Done anything spontaneous together?
Yeah.

Is this love?

It was.

Last words

Oh yeah, loved ones or I shall say closest ones.
Thanks for being here with me.
Thanks for listening to my sad and happy stories.
Thanks for the advices and beautiful words.
I love you girls and boys
*You know who you are (:

Ps; None of my post relates to you know who. Im cool with that. Don't worry (;
XOXO

Bed Time

It's already 3.05am and I think I should off to bed.
Good night
Sweet dreams.

Muahaha

You would never get to know the truth because you will never get to discover it.
Don't seek for the truth.
It's such a wasting of time.
Enough said.
Oh yeah, all the best.

One Two

12 days to go.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Number three.

The third one;
I met you during summer,
You just said hey.
You kissed me during winter,
You really took my heart away.

Weird one.

Another one.

You're floating on the sky,
I wonder why,
I think and I cry,
I can't reach you because you're very high.

J

I made this one ;

Roses are white,
Violets are blue,
The stars shine so bright,
I think it's because of you.

Addict

3 songs Im currently addicted to;
- Crazier by Taylor Swift
- Butterfly Fly Away by Miley Cyrus and Billy Ray Cyrus
- I Told You So by Carrie Underwood

Supper

Rabihah just had an apple with a glass of Ribena ;)

Rose Putih

Let me tell you something about my favourite flower, WHITE ROSES.

White roses are the symbol for true love, an association which would later become the hallmark of the red rose. However, white roses continue to endure and retain their symbolism of innocence. White roses are now used to express a number of different sentiments.

Also known as the bridal rose, the white rose is a traditional wedding flower. In this sense, they are a representation of unity, virtue, and the pureness of a new bond of love. White roses are also a symbol for young love, which further strengthens the association, and makes them ideal for marriages. Bridal bouquets are often comprised of white roses and other white flowers.

White roses are also associated with honor and reverence, which makes them a fitting memorial for a departed loved one. Funeral and sympathy arrangements traditionally incorporate white roses as a part of the tribute. As a symbol of remembrance, the white rose represents heavenliness and is an expression of spiritual love and respect.

While most of the long-established meanings of white roses are still quite commonly used today, others have become less prevalent. White rosebuds, for example, are a traditional symbol for girlhood and carry an underlying message of one too young for love. While perhaps no longer falling into the realm of common knowledge, this is still very much a part of the language of roses.

White roses can mean many things to many different people. They can symbolize new beginnings, or be a sign of farewell. They can convey feelings of love, friendship, respect and hope. Underlying all of these messages is the impression of innocence and purity with which white roses are now synonymous. An arrangement of white roses is not only beautiful; it can carry a complexity that belies its simpler appearance. Whatever the reason white roses are given, it can be assured that they will be deeply appreciated by their recipient.

There you go, something about it (: Thanks for reading.

Something to say

I shall say no more lonely nights that can hurt me.
No more tears left to spare.
There's no way I'm going to be unhappy.
Even though you threw it up in the air.
I had no clue how you did that.
Because of you, I'm a believer.
I never knew that love could turn someone into a dreamer.
I don't feel like I need the oxygen now.
Cause everywhere I'm gonna go.
You're always gonna be there (:

Im so jiwang right now, without reasons I'm like this. That's why I made this.

Calle Oche

Nicknames for Bihah;
1. Boha
2. Pineapple
3. Maggie (It's because of my hair)
4. Dolphin
5. Butterfly (Because Im currently in love with butteries)
6. Lady Sopranos (Nonsense, I know)
7. SS ( Oh yessss, I like this one <3)
8. DJ (Hey Babyyyyyyyyy )
9. Applicious
10.Babaaaayh
By: Syed Abdullah Redha or as known as Olah Simpson.

Pathetic Creature

Hello there.
I'm not surprise, like really because I know that's just you.
Living in this fake world.
Full of lies and yes, that's you.
No identity, that's is really you.

You know what?
Get your own life.
Find your own style and please, leave my world.
Stop being somebody else cause you are not cool at all.
Be who you are because people will accept for who you are.

Monday, June 08, 2009

Oh yes

Promise me that you'll come back? (:

One four

14 days to go.

Confusion, that's it.

Confusion, the state of mind I'm often in. In and out of it so sudden. Confused by the things I thought I knew. Confused because I'm in love with you, or maybe not. I don't know how I got here, I don't know how long I'll stay. But soon enough I'll be on my way. In love with the game. In love, your so charming. In love and to blame. Confused why I let myself. Confused this can't be me. Confused by the fact that I'm in love with someone who will never love me. Confused with the tears I had every night. I never let fall. Confused because I gave you them all. I never thought I'd be here. I can't wait to leave. I'm in love and hurting and you don't see. Love is a confusion and it's a game. When you get here there's nobody to blame. Except my own confusion.

Craving

Rabihah is dying for an ice cream ;)

Sunday, June 07, 2009

Literally Nocturnal

Left to right; Bihah D, Azie & Ziha
Well, we picked Friday as our day out. Went to Pavilion to catch movies. We watched Hannah Montana and as well as 17 Again. Both movies were awesome but but Hannah Montana was better because of that Travis guy. He's so cute and yeah, Smiley Miley is cute too. Haha. We got stuck in Pavilion until like 9.30 and we walked to Bukit Bintang for dinner. The atmosphere there was really weird and scary that night. Azie's mum picked us up at like eleven. Di rumah Azie, we didn't do anything fun since we were busy planning how to go out. Everyone came up with ideas tapi none of it boleh pakai. We planned to sneak out from the house and go for shisha tapi semua orang was very very penakut. Haha. Setelah bermacam macam perkara dilakukan, we did go out for shisha. We didn't stick to the main plan. What we did was we told Azie's dad the truth. It was like 2 in the morning, and we were out. Shisha that night was very menyeronokkan but kinda menyeksakan tekak saya. I don't know why. Haha. We got home at like 4 something and slept at 5.
Ziha woke me up at 10 for breakfast. We three walked to Old Town untuk makan. And you know what, that 'Terima Kasih' guy was weird and freaky. He kept on saying terima kasih for no reasons. Apabila perut sudah kenyang, we went home. Azie made this funny confessions in her room. It was SANGAT menggelikan but somehow it was very funny. Ziha recorded the video, I thought of putting it on Youtube tetapi saya bukan lah di sini untuk memainkan perasaan oraaaaang tersebut. Haha. Before mandi, we were camwhoring around di dalam bilik Azie.

Sesudah mandi, Azie's mum sent me and Ziha to that new Jusco in Setiawangsa to celebrate Fariha's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FARIHA. My parents then picked us up to go to Pavilion. My mum wanted to watch Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak. I didn't know that the movie was going to be sangat teramatlah bodoh and it ain't funny at all. I was literally sleeping in the theatre just now. Pavilion dipenuhi dengan ramai orang hari ni. Saya juga ada berjumpa dengan beberapa orang yang dikenali di sana termasuklah rakan sekolah saya. We then went for dinner at this kedai. Thank God the food there was good pasal I was very hungry. We sent Ziha home and sampai lah saya di rumah.

Friday, June 05, 2009

One five

Im counting the days..
15 days to go.

I am

* Current song: Fearless by Taylor Swift

From now on, you can't tell lies, are you ready?
I am.

Think back six months ago, were you single? Who are you dating?
I wasn't. A guy.

What do you carry with you at all times?
iPod and phone.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
It depends.

How are you feeling?
Cold.

Is something wrong right now?
Aha, my feelings.

Are you mad at someone?
I am not.

What's on your mind?
I miss you.

Are you jealous of someone right now?
I am not.

Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
Never.

Do you want to start over with anyone?
With who?

Do you know if anyone likes you?
I don't.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I am not.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleep.

True love or 1 billion bucks?
True love.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yeah, lots of people.

Anything you would change about your life right now?
So many things.

You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
Tak teringin.

Could you cry right now?
Now? I could.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
All the time at night.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
All the time.

Are you okay with the life you live?
Just fine.

Last person you told a secret to?
My girls.

Do you like hugs?
I love them.

Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
I don't know. Maybe.

When was the last time you cried?
At like 10 something.

How much money did you spend today?
I ain't sure.

What's something you really want right now, be honest.
Time machine so that I can turn back time.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
I like my hair.

What did you do yesterday?
Last minute shopping in Jakarta.

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
I would. Everyone deserves second chances.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Obviously yes.

When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
Now.

Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeah, all the time.

Who's birthday is coming up?
Olah's.

Were you happy when you woke up?
Just fine.

What's the last thing you ate?
Nada.

Are you easy to get along with?
At times I am.

Ever cheated on someone?
Never.

Who is the last person to send you a text?
Aizat.

What are you currently listening to?
Fearless.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Sakit

I knew things aren't right and I am so true about that. You see, we are born with feelings. Feelings make you feel things like love, hate, like and dislike. Without feelings, you're not a human. So today, Im not here to bring up that feelings topic.

Honestly I am hurt with that you've said and done. I don't think I did anything wrong to you. I was away for couple of days, well the main point of doing that is to get away from my sorrows and sadness. Things were better there until I came back. I really thought that stuff will be totally alright when I get back but NO, I was so wrong. You changed the way you think and said stuff about me. Who are you? Do I know you? I don't think so. Where is the real you? The one who listens and gives good advice.

I don't hate you, I don't dislike you but Im just not into the way you did all these to me. It hurts so bad because you did it through somebody else because you knew somehow later it will get to me. You said you've changed, I mean to the good way. It is true but I slowly realized that your goodness can hurt my feelings. It's weird, isn't it? Be who you are. Don't judge or make your own conclusion without knowing the truth because the stories you've made up will hurt your own feelings.

It's not like I did all of these purposely. FYI, everything that came from me is from my heart. I don't make promises, and I don't give hopes. I hope you would understand my situation. Hope things will be okay between us.

Hii

Hello earthlings,
Im back (:
It feels good to be home.