Gleak

I am SO IN LOVE with the cikgu, Mr Will Schuester.

Hotty
XOXO

Day Twelve

Day Number Twelve
MY BIRTHDAY

It was supposed to be the best day of the year for me
But no, I turned out to be the saddest kid in the universe
The surprises I had the day before was awesome
I feel loved
But I ended up crying after that
I cried because I was touched so much
And of course, I cried because you weren't there so celebrate along.
I can't wait till Monday comes

Come back baby
XOXO

Day Eleven

Day Number Eleven
I DON'T LIKE THIS

Where are you?
I miss you.
Come back home oh please

COME HOME
XOXO

Day Ten

Day Number Ten
I AM SAD

It's been a long day for me.
Had an adventurous day with my girl, Ziha.
One of a good way to actually to not think of being in my situation right now.
It has been for how many days.
Oh Gosh.
I'll wait.
You know what, I don't feel like talking.

I need a time machine
XOXO

January 30th

May be the saddest birthday ever this year
I have reasons why I'm saying and thinking things this way;

1. Mi Amor is not around
2. Ziha is sick
3. Hafriz is also sick
4. Mum is sick too as well
5. Kakak hasn't been treating me very well
6. Afiq is actually leaving, WOW :/
7. Moving to our new house (So, we'll be busy)
8. I have bad feelings about my own birthday
9. I miss my last year's birthday
10. School is so busy that I have no time to think what to do :(

Plus, I just hate it when I get sad on birthdays and mine is like coming in 4 days.
OMG

God, do bless me
XOXO

Day Nine

Day Number Nine
I'VE BEEN THINKING

My brain has been functioning really hard today
No rest no nothing
I've been thinking about so many things
About me, you, and them
But most importantly,
I've been thinking without stopping about how much I miss you

Stop oh please
Xoxo

Day Eight

Day Number Eight
PAIN AIN'T BEAUTIFUL

A sad day for me.
I am not sure why.
But I think I kinda know the reason.
It's been a week.
And haven't heard from you for 4 days.
Today is the day I thought I heard your voice
But it's clearly not you.

Sighing
XOXO

Day Seven

Day Number Seven
I NEED YOU SO

A week before my birthday
A week before you come home
Had a very rough day today
My sister hasn't been treating me well
I wish you were here to talk to me
But that's okay
I miss you sayang oh

LOVE YOU
xoxo

Day Six

Day Number Six
SOMETHING FROM YOU

Finally, after days I waited.
I heard from you
I'm glad that you're doing fine there.
Alhamdulillah.
My first Saturday without you.
It's boring.
No one to text but that's okay.
I'm not doing so well tonight.
Can't wait till next week!

I miss you and love you

XOXO

Day Five

Day Number Five
HATE THAT I MISS YOU SO

After days of not hearing from you
It's just so dull
Uninspired in so many ways
Didn't feel like talking
Nor laughing
I can't wait till this week to end so that I only have one week after that
I MISS YOU SO

iLy

XOXO

Day Four

Day number four
WHERE ARE YOU?

Well, today wasn't a good day for me.
Having some problems with someone and you're not around to help.
That is sad.
But that's okay.
I'm missing you more and more.
No words I could use to tell how much I've been missing you.
I hope you're fine there.
No news from you, that's why I'm worried.
I'm not so well today.
I think I know why.
Come home very soon sayang.
I miss you.

I love you so much.
XOXO

Day Three

Day number three
MISSING YOU

I don't know what happen to me.
Things felt different today.
I guess it's because I miss you.
Yeah, I really do actually.
Exam was very hard and uninspired today.
I mentioned your name more than ten times today I guess.
I hope I have a time machine now and forward the time.
I know we can't text oftenly.
I really understand.
It's alright.
I'll be fine here, just for you.
I miss you even more today.

You are the love.

XOXO

Day Two

Day number two.
CALM

I like how I am today.
Calm and somehow inspired.
I was so happy knowing that you're fine there.
And so touched that you actually called all the way from there.
at 2 in the morning.
I guess that is why I feel better today.
I actually did my exam with a smile of hope today.
Surprisingly.
I know it's an obsession of talking about you.
But seems like I couldn't stop myself from doing that.
People might get bored with me but you're never a bore to me.
Come home soon, I miss you.
I really do, with all my heart.

I LOVE YOU AND JUST YOU.
xoxo

Day One

Day Number One
DRAMATIC

Wasn't as easy as I thought.
I had fever12 hours after you left.
Migraine attacked me.
Felt very uneasy with myself.
Whatever I did seems to be related to you.
I had tears on my eyes but I did not cry.
Was feeling so lonely and empty.
I can cry whenever whoever mentions your name.
Had a very hard time to sleep.
No goodnight wish from you was sad.
I miss you.

I love you baby
XX

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary

I know I've been crying,
But you should know it's not because of how you treat me.
I love you no matter how weird things are between us.
What we have now means a lot to me.
You've changed me in so many ways and thank you for that.
You taught me so many things about life.
Having someone like you keeps me smile every single day.
I know I was being a jerk at times when I'm with you.
Just so you know, I was like that because of me, not you.
Caring and loving about someone is a beautiful thing to me.
You should know who is that someone I'm talking about.
I don't know how should I bare with what's gonna happen when you're not around.
I turned out to be insanely sad when you didn't reply my goodnight wish.
And things might get worse when you'll be away for the very two weeks.
I won't be surprised if that really happens to me.
Two of my Wednesdays won't be as fun as how it should be.
I know you're leaving soon, very soon.
And it's only for awhile, I know.
But things are really hard for me cause you won't be around on the day I turn seventeen.
But that does not matter.
You have stronger reasons why you should be there.
I hope you'll get better and will come back with good news.
I'll be waiting here, at home.
I am going to miss you, trust me.
How I wish I could tell you this.
Tell you about how I feel towards this whole thing.
I guess the time is not here yet.
I should give you a lot of spaces so that I won't distract you or anything.
My alarm rang just now, 35 minutes ago.
Can't believe it's been two months we're together.
I'm glad that what we have is still going strong, I think.
I know you won't be reading this.
But at least I feel better by letting out my feelings by writing it here.
I guess I'll be doing my very first intervensi without my inspiration this time.

I love you no matter what
XOXO.

Apparently

It's new year and all I heard is bad news.
Dear dad, I know things are very rough for you.
You know I'm always here, the family is always here for you.
We will never stop praying to Allah so that things will get better as soon as possible.
Insya Allah.
And to you love, I hope things with you will get better as well.
I won't stop praying for you and your happiness.

I love you dad and you boy.
Xoxo