These are the cousins I will go up to, to find laughters through my sadness.
Dearest Nabila and Azzah :)
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Sharifah Raudhah bt Syed Mohd Razif
My one and the only sister I have
I grew up with her
We used to share our bedroom
We shared so many secrets together
Yes, we do fight every single day
To be honest, I am really stubborn
That is why we fight most of the time
But I don't know
Lately, things kinda have changed
I let her win in most of the arguments we had
I do her laundry without even asking for anything in return
I tried not to complain and honestly, I'm not complaining now
Sometimes, I cook her food without asking for any payment like I always did before
Whenever she's upset on Twitter or even BBM, I would ask
When she needs a shopping mate, I'd be glad to follow her around
When shopping emergency happens, I'd be her personal stylist, even when I'm not really good when it comes to fashion
When someone was trying to ruin her date, I'd get all upset
When she runs out of shirt to college, my closet would be hers to choose what to wear
It's funny that I was never like this before
Sometimes when I'm alone, I would wonder myself
"Who am I?", "What change me?", "What is happening?"
But I never regret for having these changes in my life
These are all because she's nobody but my sister
I'm a liar if I say I never felt insecure when my sister is in the picture
Why?
She's always the prettiest one
She's the eldest girl in the family
People seems to like her the most
She's doing really well in her studies
She has perfect beautiful hair
She smiles amazingly breath-taking
Mum pays her the most attention
My boyfriend thinks she's pretty *I'm blessed for a beautiful sister like her :)
Kendall seems to love her the most
She gets all the good compliments even when she's just wearing her pyjamas
She's tall and just almost perfect
I would never want any other sister but just you, kakak.
I'm lying if I say I'm not crying now
So, I just wanna say that I am sorry if I ever hurt your feelings yesterday, today, tomorrow and also for the rest of your life.
I am sorry for forgetting about your dinner today
I never meant to not think of you tonight
I am sorry for being selfish for not buying you food because I really did forget
I don't know whether will you ever read this
But if you do one day,
just remember that I am blessed to have you
Without umi and walid, there'll be no us
And without you, there will be no me
Without us sisters, there'll be no Olah
Without us the whole family, there'll be no life
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
PS, these are the cookies I baked. I want you to be here
Be there when I am lonely
Be there when I am at worst
Life isn't real without you
Cause you're the only one my heart wants
Cause you're the only one my heart beats for
I have been living for eighteen years as a girl named Sharifah Rabihah. Througout my journey of life, I have met many different kind of people. Each of them carries different kind of personalities. Some were good, some were bad but many of them has touched my life deeply. My parents and siblings are the top people I would put in my list. Syed Mohd Razif, the man of the house. Sharifah Wahida, the woman of my life. Sharifah Raudhah, the best sister you'd ever wanna wish for. Syed Abdullah Redha, the most talented boy I've met. Truthfully, they are better than what I just described above. They inspired me in so many ways and I am just blessed for having them as my family. Other than these loves that I receive at home, there is always this one man who has never failed in winning this heart of mine. Born from a good family background but a very humbled, down to earth man. A guy with black brown hair with an ordinary looking face. He drives his own car everywhere and he never burdened anyone. He is the man who works really hard to get whatever he wants. He is very ambitious, hard-working and when it comes to work or studies, he puts more than 110% of himself into it. He doesn't believe in giving up and to him, everything is possible if you do it with all your heart. A soft-hearted person, a soft-spoken man and a positive-thinking guy. He was only twenty years old when we first met. During the time, I found his maturity a little bit too old for his age. He taught me Mathematics and Science as a tutor when I was fifteen. He is the type of a person who loves making jokes in every of his classes. To be honest, I was actually annoyed listening to his jokes at the beginning. I just thought that his jokes were too silly for me to laugh and also it was because I didn't understand what were his jokes about. As slowly time passed by, I started seeing his great personalities he has in him. To know how likeable and how lovable he is by everyone else have proved me that this man was born gifted. He has the brain and also a good heart. My head was knocked, my heart was told. It was my bad to judge him a bit too early. What was written in my mind about him changed. He made numbers so easy that I actually fell in love with it. His jokes are like the food I eat. We got really close after that. I go up to him whenever I have problems. When I was obligated to make decisions, he was one of the first person I will refer to, just so that he could help me decide. He is the dictionary I would go refer whenever I'm running out of words. I don't trust him because I was forced to. I trust him because my heart trusts him. He is older than me and I know he has experienced so many things in his life. He loves telling me stories about his life and without I realize, all his stories indirectly changed me. I am blessed to see the truth and be a better person. Thank you to him, I appreciate life better and cheerish every second of the breath I inhale. A part of that, Alhamdulillah, I even have stronger belief towards the Almightly. On each night, he would advise me to live better in the morning. His strong belief towards the religion never gave me doubts about changing to a better muslim. I am more than grateful to have someone like him that could lead me to a blessed beautiful life. He is a friend, a teacher, another half of mine and he is Anas Abd Rasid. We share so many stories and secrets together. I can always count on him as easy as one two three and he knows that he can always count on me back like three two one. We share certain things in common in terms of life and family, that's why we could get along quite well. His family is lucky to have a son like him, his siblings are blessed to have a brother like him, his friends are adored to have a friend like him, his students are envied to have a teacher like him and I am more than all that to meet him in my life. Kindness, patience, sincerity, honesty defined him too well that those are the reasons I respect and love him so much. I really look up to him as he is one of the greatest influence I have in my life.
Well, I know this woman just by name
I know her by amazing stories told by one of her sons
I have met her but we never actually sat down and chat
Even though it was only that, I respect her
I respect her like how a younger person respects an older person
I respect her like how my mother taught me to respect others
I respect her like how I am asked to respect my mum, my aunts or any woman of my life
Just something simple I baked for her, the whole family
Happy Birthday, Aunty
May Allah bless you, your son Anas and the whole family
I miss you
Yes, I do
I'd love you to know
Sunday, April 17, 2011
I have been living for eighteen years as a girl named Sharifah Rabihah. Througout my journey of life, I have met many different kind of people. Each of them carries different kind of personalities. Some were good, some were bad but many of them has touched my life deeply. My parents and siblings are the top people I would put in my list. Syed Mohd Razif, the man of the house. Sharifah Wahida, the woman of my life. Sharifah Raudhah, the best sister you'd ever wanna wish for. Syed Abdullah Redha, the most talented boy I've met. Truthfully, they are better than what I just described above. They inspired me in so many ways and I am just blessed for having them as my family. Other than these loves that I receive at home, there is always this one man who has never failed in winning this heart of mine. Born from a good family background but a very humbled, down to earth man. A guy with black brown hair with an ordinary looking face. He drives his own car everywhere and he never burdened anyone. He is the man who works really hard to get whatever he wants. He is very ambitious, hard-working and when it comes to work or studies, he puts more than 110% of himself into it. He doesn't believe in giving up and to him, everything is possible if you do it with all your heart. A soft-hearted person, a soft-spoken man and a positive-thinking guy. He was only twenty years old when we first met. During the time, I found his maturity a little bit too old for his age. He taught me Mathematics and Science as a tutor when I was fifteen. He is the type of a person who loves making jokes in every of his classes. To be honest, I was actually annoyed listening to his jokes at the beginning. I just thought that his jokes were too silly for me to laugh and also it was because I didn't understand what were his jokes about. As slowly time passed by, I started seeing his great personalities he has in him. To know how likeable and how lovable he is by everyone else have proved me that this man was born gifted. He has the brain and also a good heart. My head was knocked, my heart was told. It was my bad to judge him a bit too early. What was written in my mind about him changed. He made numbers so easy that I actually fell in love with it. His jokes are like the food I eat. We got really close after that. I go up to him whenever I have problems. When I was obligated to make decisions, he was one of the first person I will refer to, just so that he could help me decide. He is the dictionary I would go refer whenever I'm running out of words. I don't trust him because I was forced to. I trust him because my heart trusts him. He is older than me and I know he has experienced so many things in his life. He loves telling me stories about his life and without I realize, all his stories indirectly changed me. I am blessed to see the truth and be a better person. Thank you to him, I appreciate life better and cheerish every second of the breath I inhale. A part of that, Alhamdulillah, I even have stronger belief towards the Almightly. On each night, he would advise me to live better in the morning. His strong belief towards the religion never gave me doubts about changing to a better muslim. I am more than grateful to have someone like him that could lead me to a blessed beautiful life. He is a friend, a teacher, another half of mine and he is Anas Abd Rasid. We share so many stories and secrets together. I can always count on him as easy as one two three and he knows that he can always count on me back like three two one. We share certain things in common in terms of life and family, that's why we could get along quite well. His family is lucky to have a son like him, his siblings are blessed to have a brother like him, his friends are adored to have a friend like him, his students are envied to have a teacher like him and I am more than all that to meet him in my life. Kindness, patience, sincerity, honesty defined him too well that those are the reasons I respect and love him so much. I really look up to him as he is one of the greatest influence I have in my life.
Sunday, April 03, 2011
Well, I know this woman just by name
I know her by amazing stories told by one of her sons
I have met her but we never actually sat down and chat
Even though it was only that, I respect her
I respect her like how a younger person respects an older person
I respect her like how my mother taught me to respect others
I respect her like how I am asked to respect my mum, my aunts or any woman of my life
Just something simple I baked for her, the whole family
Happy Birthday, Aunty
May Allah bless you, your son Anas and the whole family
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