Saturday, October 31, 2009

How Can I Resist You

Today is the day I called The Weird Day.
We had our Interact Installation this morning.
It was fun, was held at Sri Garden.
Our school was the first one to perform.
We did Mama Mia! the musical.
Well, I was quite worried when I found out CBN was doing the same thing since I'm in charge.
But you know what, both schools did well (:
We then went to Pavilion.
Anas drove us there ramai-ramai.
We bought our Jeniffer's Body's tickets.
We then walked to Cotton On, my favourite shop!
Once I walked into the kedai, I heard this one familiar voice saying, "Sharifah Rabihah!"
I turned back and there you go, I saw Zawir.
We talked for couple of minutes and then went on seperate ways.
Then I saw this one girl, Alya!
And then Eeyaa.
So yeah, I've made this conclusion.
For some reasons, I will never go to Cotton On in Pavilion to shop.
I'd rather go all the way to Australia to shop at Cotton On.
Our movie started at 2.20pm.
You know what, the movie was so disgusting.
So, you should watch.
Movie ended at 4 I think.
Walked to the toilet, bumped onto Nina and Myra.
Bla bla, walked off to Jacko and off back home.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Amazing Artwork



Famous with these artworks? Well, I got this at Arin's. My name was written on these papers by people I am not sure of. Thanks for loving me, thanks for disliking me. (: Xoxo

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Proud Of You

Dad and Mum, congratulations for your Dato' and Datin title. (:
Xoxo

Sunday, October 25, 2009

It starts today

Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
Of course.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Uploadig photos.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Someone, I'm not teling you.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mother.

Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
There's a lot actually.

Do you like yourself?
What a question.

Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yes, I have but that was long time ago.

Are you wearing a necklace?
I am not.

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
That guy who had my winter coat. I'm sorry.

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
There is. (:

Are you an emotional person?
I think so.

What's something that can always make you feel better?
Talking to my friends.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
Yeah, we're friends now (:

How's your heart lately?
Just fine.

Are you a cuddler?
I can be one. Haha.

Who can always cheer you up?
My girls and boys.

What is your relationship status?
S.

The last song you heard?
Rainbow.

What do you think of love?
Too young to figured out the exact meaning.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
Not so late, I was watching tv.

What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
Very close friend.

Do you think that you’re a good person?
Not so good actually.

What are you listening to?
It Stops Today.

Is there one place you'd like to visit?
Bahamas.

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
Don't think so.

Do you have curly hair?
I do (:

Are you a heavy sleeper?
I am, lately. Haha.

Three feelings at the moment?
Empty, bubbly, fine.

What really makes you mad?
Nothing. Haha.

Do you have a best friend?
Of course (:

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
I really do.

What is the last song to make you cry?
You Can.

Is your best friend pretty?
Very!

Ever felt that no one relates to you?
Never. Haha.

Had plans and broke them?
Yeah, I'm sorry.

Ouch!

I can't sing but I had to sing.
This is Turn Right by the Jonas Brothers.
Azam did really well.
Xoxo

Saturday, October 24, 2009

You lied?

Lies won't take you anywhere. Stop lying and stop pretending. Start telling the truth and come clean. I won't get mad if you just tell me the truth. Please, I love you for telling the truth.

Sorry

You are so wrong about me. I really wanna tell you how I feel but I'm just scared. Today's arguement might be the biggest fight we had so far, but you should know I don't have any intentions of disappointing you at all. I am sorry for making your life miserable like you said. I don't think I did that but since you say it, I apologize. I am so sorry for being such a bad planner. Sorry if you waited like crazy but in the end I didn't show up. I'm sorry for ruinning your mood and day. I apologize cause I can't be perfect at all. I got really hurt and cried when you started comparing me with one of your friend. It's just so sad knowing I'm just like him. I'm sorry and I really am.

Sad Day,
Xoxo

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

To a friend

I can't sleep after saying all those things to you last evening. I really think it wasn't you but I just had to do it. I know I kinda ruined the talk when my tears are out, I'm sorry. I had no other choice other than keeping our distance. It's for your good, mine and ours. I am still here if you need a friend to talk to. Let's just not be close at least till all the stories stop going around. It's not my first time listening to those untrue fairytales, that's why I got really upset and decided to talk to you about it. Once again, I really need you to do me a huge favor. Forget about what just happened, think of your studies and do well in your exam. I am truly sorry for ending things this way. Deep down inside, I know it wasn't you. I'm sorry.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Bestfriends' Night

Nothing can separate us.
Xoxo

Friday, October 16, 2009

Ha-Ha

Hahahaha. To the very pathetic human who pretended to be me and wrote on my chatbox.

I seriously feel sorry for you for having no life.
What you do is trashing people on their blog.
Oh wait! Trashing me on my blog.
First of all, mirror yourself.
I think you're the cheap one.
Selling your bad words or I can say bad deeds on my blog.
You know, why don't you create your own blog and trash yourself?
You're just so priceless until you don't have any pride.
I'm sorry to say that, but it's just true.
If you think I am such a boring person, why do you care to visit my blog?
You know you're not welcome here.
Stop mentioning my cousin's name.
You are nobody in my family tree.
And Never Ever bring my Bestfriend Ziha in.
Cut this crap out.
You go and kill your dignity and I'll live my life to the fullest okay?
Whatever you wrote on my chatbox, I just don't care.
It's so obvious it's not me.
It's you, the whore who pretends to be me.
I don't have halo on my head, who says I do?
Stop making up stories.
Love living in denial?
I sympathize you.
You tried so hard to be me just the fact that you wanna ruin my life?
I AM SO SORRY. IT'S NOT WORKING.

Bff moments

I really miss the three of us.
Xoxo
I love your bathing suit.
Xoxo
Hot to troitt.
Xoxo

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Unbelievably true

Let me tell you a thing.
I'm not sure if you know I've this blog or not, cause I didn't mention it to you.
But if you do,
Do remember that you WERE a friend of mine.
Because of you, things aren't well between me and my friend.
Stop making up stories saying that I'm with you.
Wake up and smell the coffee.
I was close to you but we were just friends.
Nothing more.
Stop telling your friends to confront my other friend and tell untrue things.
I thought you were nice, I guess I was wrong.
My heart has finally closed on this case.
I can't even talk to you now.
Give me some time and things will healed.
I just hate knowing you're the bad guy.

Survey

I am super bored.
Let's do a survey.

How old were you when you had your first real relationship?
Well, I would say fourteen.

Are you taken/single?
S.

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
I don't talk about this.

What color is your underwear?
Why do you care?

Do you like anyone right now?
Just as friends.

Ever had your heartbroken?
Just had.

Miss anyone right now?
I am, so badly that it hurts.

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Arif.

Last person to text you?
Zalikha did.

Last person you saw?
My siblings.

What was the last thing you said to someone?
"Olah, jangan la kacau."

Who is top in your top friends?
My girls and boys.

Why?
They're my friends and cousins.

Who do you trust the most in your life?
God.

Who do you love most?
Myself.

Ever been in love?
Yeah, I guess so.

Who has hurt you the most?
The guy who broke my heart.

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
It just happened few nights ago.

Are you happy?
Super upset, trust me.

How many good friends do you have?
A number.

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
This one perfect song.

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
No way.

Ever been cheated on?
I'm not surprised.

Ever been told someone loved you?
Yeah.

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Of course.

Not meant it?
Maybe.

Ever had your heart broken?
You just asked this.

Are you happy with where you are relationship-​wise now?
Not really.

What is your idea of true love?
Still too young to figure out.

When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?
Small stuff, I don't mind. No one's perfect.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
I was.

Why or why not?
I don't know.

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Yeah, I really do.

Do you believe that love can be found in bars or is that too much of a risk?
Maybe but I just don't think it'll work.

Should people go to bars to find love?
Nope, stay away from bars.

Or should they go to places where people who like what they like hang out?
That's way better.

Should men and women be expecting the other to buy the other gifts?
Don't expect too much but it's okay to just expect.

Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take?
I would go for the second one, give and take.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Thanks?

Because of you, I am sick and I didn't go to school.

Don't

Boy, stop upsetting things.
Xoxo

Monday, October 12, 2009

Wolf

She wolfs.
Xoxo

My heart

No matter how wrong things are between us, you're still one of us. It's a lie if I say we're not jealous at all. To tell you the truth, we are jealous. Knowing how happy you are with them there, without us around. We were thinking of so many ways to tell you about this but we just didn't have the heart cause we didn't wanna take away your happiness. We decided to just keep it between two of us here. In this case, it's no one's fault. It just came and we didn't see it coming at first. Knowing you upset all the way there is the last thing we want to know before we go to sleep every night. If I had a chance to turn back time, I would love to go back to those days where we were so happy together being the best friends that no one could ever seperate us. But you should know that No One Can Ever Seperate Us.

I miss our friendship,
Xoxo.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Baby Pink

Vintage and sexy.
Xoxo

World Trade Centre



You see, I was watching about this tragic 9/11 incident on the History Channel.
I'm just so touched knowing what happened on every second on that unlucky day for the States.

Friday, October 09, 2009

Tell us

It was three of us back then. I'll be the one who stands in the middle. You both will be on my left and right. It was always three of us, here and there. We told each other secrets, we had so many gossips to share. We had sleepovers every 3 months. I always had both of you by my side when the time I needed you the most. But things changed. One of you faded away slowly. Living in your world where you don't need us around. Ruining our friendships, our happiness together. Destroying the excitement every time we see each other. Why are you doing this? Tell us, cause it's only two of us now.

I used to be very close to you,
I miss you.
Xoxo

LOVE

The Goddess of beauty.
Xoxo

Will You?

When she says I do.
Xoxo
The bed is waiting. The dream is calling.
Xoxo

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Upsetness

Do save me from all my problems , please?
Xoxo

Apple means baby

Kourtney Kardashian shows off her apple bumps.
(: How cute.
PS; Apple means baby.
Xoxo

LQ

Lion Queen.
Xoxo

I cried



Eight letters. three words. Say it.. I'm yours.
:'(
Xoxo

Red Whine

Her lips are sealed .
Xoxo

Something to know


20 first things you should know about me.
1) I don't swear.
2) I don't curse.
3) It's very easy to make me cry.
4) I enjoy looking at the moon and the stars.
5) I like seeing beautiful pictures.
6) I get sad when it rains.
7) I don't know how to get mad.
8) Ziha said I snore at night even though I don't think I do. (LOL)
9) I accept apologies.
10) I am born to be weird.
11) I don't really reply texts.
12) I get annoyed for the fact that Martin Cooper invented handphones.
13) I get sick every week.
14) I haven't decided where and what to do in the future.
15) I want to name my baby Apple in future.
16) I am not skinny.
17) I love curls on hair.
18) I want to help sad people on this earth.
19) I adore Leighton Meester.
20) Dawson is not my real name but it's official in the family.

Ending

When the girl is craving for a happy ending.
Xoxo

Newport Harbour Love



This video has always been my favourite ;)
Taken from the Mtv Newport Harbour.
Chrissy Schwartz and Clay Adler.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Irreplaceable

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

PS, I can't wait till she comes to Malaysia and have her world tour here ;)

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Hello Beautiful



I actually cried listening to this song :'(
A different cover by Jordan Pruitt.

My Own Neyo

I have this friend. Well, we were close back then. But things changed now. For some reasons, he became someone I don't know. He told the funniest jokes that made me laugh all day long. He gave the best advice that made my day. He said the nicest words until I forgot the meaning of sadness. I just miss everything about being close to this one person. Every night, we stayed up. He downloaded so many songs for my iPod. Thanks, friend. As appreciation, this is for you. I know you like Neyo so much. Forget about the meaning of the song cause it really hurts for a guy. I'm posting this video cause it's my favourite song among all the good ones you gave.

LoveTheHair

For those who haven't seen my new hairdo, let me tell you a thing. This picture above, inspired my new hair. Haha.
I just love your hair, you hair angel.
xoxo

Say OK!

Another song I wrote today at school during the free periods.

I wanna tell you the truth
The truth of what to say
Please, don't walk away
I really want you to stay
Loving you is all I do
Especially when I say I miss you

CHORUS
Cause when you say Hey!
I smile every single day
I like you saying okay
To the everything that I say

Let us be fair
I just can't stand loving you with no air
You're the only thing that I care
You're the one who makes me breathe

Cause when you say Hey!
I smile every single day
I like you saying okay
To the everything that I say

BRIDGE
It's funny to know that
Cause when I say hey
You were smiling every day
You want me to say okay
To the every single thing that you say

And we say Hey!
We smile every day
Not knowing what would happen
The next day.
Ehhh Ehhh.
Written by: Rabihah D & Azam finished the last two lines.

Our Story

I have this song we wrote in class.
It all started when I decided to walk around during English.

To the back, to the front
With her little apple bump
Walking down the street
With her Jimmy Choo pumps

Knocking on the door
That belongs to the whore
Who slept with her lover
And kept asking for more

She cried and cried
But she still left with her pride
Knowing that someday
She will some other man's bride

CHORUS
And she heard
Baby, please wake up
You're just having a bad dream
I'll be here for you
And you'll never have to worry
Cause I'll be your man
And you'll be my princess
It's our story
Baby please don't cry

BRIDGE
Oh please don't trust those guys
They're just gonna come and break your heart
I'm saying this because I care for you
Since I saw you at the beach that night

And he said
Darling, will you marry me
You're my one and only
I love you
Being with you is my destiny
Can't you see fate brought us together
This is my promise
Baby, please say yes.
Written by: Alesha, Ziha and Bihah.
This song is actually about someone I really knew but we improvised it.
Guess who if you can (:

Big Trip

Something I would love to repeat.
Trip to LA, with cousins.

Monday, October 05, 2009

Hair Day

Now I can't wash my hair till Tuesday.
And,
I can't tie my hair for ten days.

Azzah's Night

Happy Birthday, Azzah!
You know I love you.
xoxo