It is the song my heart currently engaged to

Press play and sing this version of song of mine

Your heart is pure and I know it's made for me

And I think we're really meant to be

I'm staring at those cheeks with that pair of eyes when you blink

And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved the fats on your cheeks when you smile

You've never loved your height or your thighs

The moles on your back at the bottom of your spine

But I just love them endlessly

I won't let these little things slip out of my mind

But if I do, it's you, lovely you, let me add up to

I'm in love with you and you're my diamond ring

You won't live your day without an iced milo

Maybe that's the reason that you're baby grumpy

And all those midnight craving of yours I wish to fulfill

Though it is random to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on phone

You never want to know how much you weigh

You still fit into your old pair of jeans

You're already perfect to me

I won't let these little things slip out of my mind

But if I do, it's you, lovely you, let me add up to

I'm in love with you and you're my diamond ring

You never love yourself best as much as I love you

You deserve more than anything like how I feel for you

I want you to know, I'm here for you

So that you'll love yourself like I love you

I won't let these little things slip out of my mind

But if I do, it's you, lovely you, let me add up to

I'm in love with you and you're my diamond ring

I'm gonna let these little things slip out of my mind

Because it's you, only you, just you, I wanna marry to

I'm in love with you cause you're my everything

I want my eyes to blink to your beauty

I want my heart to beat to your sincerity

I want my lips to hum to your sweet tune

I want to hear myself singing to your melody

I want to find myself keeping up with you

I want you to tell me that half of your heart perfectly fits to my broken heart

Because honestly,

I want to raise my hands making prayers for both of us

Just something random I'd write at 2.08am.

And I wanna marry the sweetness of this song already...

I am so defensive of myself these days.
I get so protective over my heart lately.
Maybe it is because of what I have walked through.
And I realized my journey was and never easy.
But I know, Allah put me in these shoes because He knew I'm gonna go through.

Repost something I've once posted,
"I love you with all my heart, even though at times I do things that hurt, I try so hard to hope that you always see, how much you being in my life and what you mean to me, I am sorry yet again for causing you pain. That is the last thing I ever wanted to do, even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing, I messed up. I am sorry for that too. I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you, like nothing else in my life gives me the trill of being loved by you. So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes, this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside"

An untold story is kept in this heart.

It brought me to a place.

Where my heart had a long walk.

What is felt was unseen.

What is said was unheard.

It has long time ago gone.

But sometimes they resurfaced.

Suddenly the blurred memories are refined.

Fresh like a wet paint.

The incomplete puzzle is yet to be unfinished.

I thought I had the answer, but I was wrong.

I was once again helpless.

Left and right, I was left clueless.

Through this journey, I wish for an answer.

To this unanswered doubt.