I had those days when I woke up to wonders of what kind of path I might have to walk in.
Two thousand twelve ended pretty much shocking and two thousand thirteen started out different for me.
I literally found myself lost to something only God knows how hard things were for me to digest.
Indeed, I was never a planner to my life but knowing how 'planned' things are for me, that still amazes me.
In that very short period of time, my life was somehow at that maximum speed.
My life for awhile was in a pause mode but it was peculiar that my time was still ticking.
Suddenly what was supposed to be said was unheard.
So many phases I am skipping. I am a step ahead from so many people around me.
Putting yourself into a position you've never thought before was not easy.
It is true when they say, "Be careful for what you wish for."
After awhile, somehow, time found me in that place even light doesn't travel.
I found acceptance in every breath God has given me.
I woke up each day realizing I am actually one step closer to what I have been wishing for.
In those eyes, I find sincerity. In his heart, I find comfort.
It is a blessing. It may be an arrangement but after all, it is actually a beautiful arrangement.
It is the symphony I've been finding myself singing to.
I hope it is a real journey from Allah.
I know it is. Only with His izin, insya Allah.
