Do you know

Everyday and every night, this feeling I'd fight
Try as I might but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you…
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near
I miss you

I really do :'(

Missing You

Tears don’t stop the rain
Rain don’t hide the tears I’ve cried
I’ve got my share of pain
Face my set of fears
And through it all
I made my mistakes
Before me you always been there
You refuse to let me break
And am grateful
That you save me from myself
Am falling
Save me from myself
Am falling
Don’t let me fall
Save me from myself
Tears cover the pain
Pain don’t stop at all
It just slows down
So I maintain
And that’s when you would call me right on time
Before I lose my mind
Love that genuine
And it’s true
Am the weariest heart to find
And am grateful
That you save me from myself
Am falling
Save me from myself

Ps, I miss you. :'(

You are Love

An old photo I found. Haha (:

Today's letter should be to our crushes.
But things are going to be totally different to me cause I'm gonna write to my one and only love, Anas.

Dearest boy,
Years of being friends have taught me so many things about you, about myself and obviously about life.
You told me so many things that have changed my mind.
In fact, you did change how I live my life.
Other than that, because of you, I have stronger belief in God. Alhamdulillah.
I am so thankful to Allah that I have you as a friend, and a boyfriend.
You showed me so many things about living life to the fullest.
Things are just so wonderful to have someone inspires you all the time.
In my case, you're my inspiration.
Nothing about you that can make me stop loving you.
You're just so nice that I couldn't afford to lose you.
You're always there for me whenever I need you.
Thank you for a zillion for being my best listener.
Thank you for your awesome words that changed me cause truthfully I never had someone like you in my life.
And the Blackberry you gave, it was just beyond everything.
I never thought that I would meet someone that would love me like you do.
An appreciation to you for being the best tutor ever.
Without you my Math and Add Math will just be numbers.
Cause with your existence now, Math and Add Math are love. Hehe.
It has been almost a year we're together and trust me, nothing about you bores me.
Your jokes especially.
They're like my food to keep me alive.
Your words of wisdom are like my vitamins to keep me healthy.
So, don't ever stop feeding me with them :)
You should know that you're one of the kindest person I have met in my life.
May Allah bless you for your awesome personalities.
I know that you have your hard times, but do keep in mind that I'm always gonna be here for you no matter how weird life will be.
You had been there for me when I had my time, so it's my turn to do so.
So, just don't give up in life okay?
I wanna take this opportunity to say sorry for all the wrong things I have done throughout the relationship.
I tend to do irrational things when I am over comfortable with life.
I will not do it again, I promise, INSYA ALLAH.

"If I were asked to choose to love you now or later, I won't go for both because I wanna love you forever and after."

"I love you for who you are and because of who I am when I'm with you."

Most importantly,
I am blessed to know you.
I am twice blessed to have a chance to love you.
And I am thrice blessed to been loved by you.

Love you faithfully,
Rabihah A (:

Letter 1#

NOT JUST DIAMONDS
Dearest Ziha,

I wouldn’t be calling you my best friend cause you’re just more than that. In fact, you’re like a sister to me. I know that compared to all other abnormal girls out there, I’m the most problematic one but you never complained. I am the most sensitive one but you never get tired of being a crying shoulder to me. We’ve been best friends since primary 4 and to tell you the very truth, you’re the best person I’ve ever met. I know that I’m never good in accepting advices, yours especially but just so you know you tell me one of the best advices in life. I appreciate every second of being a friend and a sister of yours. You’re one my best secret keeper and of course, your way of loving Sejarah really inspires me. Hehe. You never failed in giving me presents for my birthday each year. You never get bored of my boring stories, my so called dramatic attitude and yeah, not to forget I really appreciate your attention whenever I have things to share about my lovely lovelove life (: So Ziha, You’re one of the best person in my life. You complete my high school life and hopefully we’re always gonna be sisters until I die. Oh and remember, you are going to be my bridesmaid on my wedding and and you are going to be my children’s favourite aunty in future.

*NOT TO FORGET,

Alesha, Jainah, Anas, Hafriz and Azie. You are my diamonds and my life. :)

LOVE YOU,

Rabihah D / Rabihah A