Sighing machine

A bad day I'm having.
Firstly,
I saw something that I should have not seen.
Secondly,
Things aren't right between me and some people.
Thirdly,
Why can't you reply back?
Fourthly,
I can't sleep.
Fifthly,
I miss those moments.
Lastly,
I'm confused with you know what.

You should know

You might not know how I show my appreciation to a person.
You might not know how much I am concern about you.
You might not know how worried I am when you don't reply my calls or texts.
You might not know how sensitive I can be when things aren't okay between us.
But it's important for you to know that how much I needed you to be in my life.

Eid Celebration

I'm wishing everyone;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.

I'm sorry if I have ever done anything bad towards you.

I know I'm a little bit naughty at times.

PS, I'll be away for couple of days.

Love you, xoxo.

You know it

Words might be nothing for you but you should know that everything I said was all from my heart.
You might not see the truth but I know that you already knew the truth.
I told you I have something to say.
You shouldn't be worried about it cause you know what I wanted to say.
I'm moving very slowly now and I know you understand why.
Let's not rush cause it won't take us anywhere.
I'll let tell you the truth one day and I hope you'll be happy with it.

Long day

A day to remember, a line that suits today. Really. Well, except for I have to work in the morning. But I kinda had fun doing or I can say helping my mom at home. Haha.

Let me start my story.
The purpose of me going out today was to get;
1. Baju
2. Necklace
3. Handbag
And all checked ;)

So yeah, Ziha's dad picked me up since no one can send me to KLCC.
We bump onto Anas and Nabil.
They were shopping too.
Didn't get to sit and talk since they walked off first.
And then, we continued walking.
I bought my baju, it's white btw.
Then again, we walked.
My day wasn't so good at the beginning.
Wanna know why?
It's because;
1. Bad hair day.
2. Bad feelings day.
3. Bad bag day.
4. Bad shoes day.
5. Bad you-know-what day.
And whatever.
My day turned out to be better and then best (:
I bought my handbag after that.
It's grey and very cute.
We then walked there and here without reasons.

Izeri, Iskandar and Nabil joined us for movie after that.
We watched Final Destination.
Let me tell you a thing.

I HATE THE MOVIE.

IT MADE ME SUFFER LIKE SO BADLY.

Movie finished at 6.50.
We were supposed to buka puasa at Chili's but it was full.
We took at least 30 minutes to find a place to eat.
The boys and Ziha had sweets while tunggu time for makan.
I had Boost Watermelon Crush, it was amazingly nice.
We saw Aish at the food court.
He was speechless. Haha.
We ended up eating at Secret Recipe in Avenue K.
Makan time was awesome cause everyone turned out to be funny.
Haha. I don't know why.

Mum called saying that she's at the convention centre for buka puasa.
I felt glad that she's around cause at least I don't have to think who should I go home with.
She came to us.
And yeah, I bought my necklace.
It was okay.
Then we continued walking while waiting for my dad finish having his business talk.
My dad's driver drove us back and sent Ziha home.
Wee.

Sorry is All I Want to Say

Dear sister,
Ever since we had that conversation, things get awkward between us. I feel bad for telling it to mum and dad. But you shouldn't be worried cause they seems to trust you, still. I wanna apologize for my bad behaviour the other day. You should know that no matter what happen, I will always love you, with all my heart. You're the only sister I have, so let's not ruin that. I may be weird to you but you should know that it's just how siblings work. They fight, they smile together. I hope you get to read this post and then change things between us immediately. Sister, I miss hanging out with you.

Now I Like It

I really want to cut my hair but everyone is saying NO.
I was quite upset when they have to tell me what to do.
But you know what?
Now I am not.
I have a wonderful reason why shouldn't I cut my long big round huge weird curly hair.


Can you see her awesome pretty beautiful perfect long curly hair?
Yeaaaah, I wanna have hair like hers ;)

True colours

Thursday. A day off. For certain reasons.
1. Escaping from going up on stage at school.
2. Another shopping day.
3. Help my mum tersayang at home.

Yes, good reasons, aren't they? Haha.
I've lots of things to tell you.
Raya is just around the corner and I just can't feel the raya mood yet.
It's not here yet, in me.
I laugh a lot lately.
I smile all the time.
That's good but I sometimes find it weird.
Oh yeah, here some pictures.
I can be this ugly.

Rofl

I love youuu, do have any problem with thaaat? :P

RIP

Yesterday was supposed to be a shopping day but too bad, everything got cancelled. My mum woke me up to go to our new house but I refused cause I was very busy sleeping like a cat. So yeah, she went with my dad and Olah. Few minutes after she left the house my phone rang. It was my mum. Pelik but whatever, I picked up. "Biah, bangun. Suruh kakak bangun, siap and kemas bag. Kita nak balik Ipoh. Ami Din meninggal", that was what mum said. "Ha? Innalillah. Ami Din mana?" I asked back. "Bapa Ainil" My mum replied. And I was like wow okay. Walked to Odah's room and wake her up. She bangun and mandi. I had to wait for her, baru boleh mandi. When we were done, I went downstairs. Olah said that we're going back to Ipoh at 2. So, I was thinking "Lagi 2 jam, boleh la nap sekejap since my fever is back". And yes, I went up and sleep again. Daddy got home from his Matta Fair. Siap siap, and terus pergi. It was a loooong journey. KL-Lumut, sangat membosankan. I was sleeping sambil mendengar iPod. We got there at like 6.45pm. Pengkembumian was all done. Tak sempat jumpa Arwah Ami Din. As usual, I didn't talk much. Demam punya pasal. Walid decided to balik on that night juga. We bertolak at 11.15 pm and reached KL at like 3.

Malam malam

I went to Hamzah's place for Samrah. It was funny watching the men dancing. Especially that baju belang guy. He looked gay but he's not one. Thank God. Haha. Nabila, Ninah were there. It's good to see them after ages we spent time together. I didn't eat anything since I wasn't hungry at all. I just didn't feel so right. It's good knowing that the whole family agreed with that. Green light here, green light there. I'll post some photos and videos that were recorded by Hamzah's mama soon. We went home at about 1.30am. Singgah McDonald to get food for sahur. I bought chicken nuggets but I don't think I'm gonna eat them later. Dah hilang mood dan selera. I think I'm gonna off to bed.

Farewell, xx.
That was a nightmare if you want to know.

Buka Puasa

I finally went for Arin's class after 2 weeks skipping his classes. As usual, he did sindir me but I'm okay with it cause I know he was playing around. He wasn't so upset with me, Thank God. But it was because of a reason la, I got 80 for the previous exam. Alhamdulillah. So yeah, my mother was so malas to pick me up straight after class. She asked me to stay till buka puasa. And yeah, I joined Eeyaa, Alya, Suraya and Anisa for buka puasa at Suzi's. It was fun, really. Haha. We had hard time to pilih what to order since everyone was quite clueless what to eat.

This is what we ordered.
Suraya- Ayam percik and mushroom soup.
Alya- Nasi padprik
Eeyaa- Nasi goreng pataya
Anisa- Nasi goreng pataya as well.
Me- Nasi goreng kampung.

None of us finished the food. Haha. I had it halfway and yeah, I was done (: I was the first one who gave up on food. We talked talked and talked after that until my mother called. I went home straight after that. (: Thanks for the time, people. <3

Knowing you knowing the truth was crazy. Haha. Really. I should have not told Raudah and Ajim about it. Ohmyy

Not so swine

Drugs are officially running through my blood. Went to the clinic today. THANK GOD, it isn't the swine. Normal fever for four days. Doctor said the meds weren't supposed to be mengantuk but guess what? I had it after buka puasa and I'm already half dead. My eyes are small and I keep on yawning. The ubat batuk was a nightmare. Sighh.

Yellow Ribbon

It's so funny when I started singing this song. Haha.

I'm comin' home, I've done my time

Now I've got to know what is and isn't mine
If you received my letter telling you I'd soon be free
Then you'll know just what to do
If you still want me
If you still want me
Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon 'round the old oak tree
It's been three long years
Do ya still want me?
If I don't see a ribbon round the old oak tree
I'll stay on the bus
Forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree

Bus driver, please look for me
'cause I couldn't bear to see what I might see
I'm really still in prison
And my love, she holds the key
A simple yellow ribbon's what I need to set me free
I wrote and told her please

Whoa, tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
It's been three long years
Do ya still want me?
If I don't see a ribbon round the old oak tree
I'll stay on the bus
Forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree

Now the whole damned bus is cheerin'
And I can't believe I see
A hundred yellow ribbons round the old oak tree

I'm comin' home

Sorry

I've came out with a new conclusion which I concluded few days ago. I will stop doing it. I felt bad, that's why I want to stop. I'm sorry and I apologize. I wanna change for good.

Odd

I don't why but lately I had hard time to sleep. I'll be feeling a little restless and uncomfortable with things. I tend to think a lot, without stopping. I would feel very dizzy and started throwing up. Euw, I know.

Surfing?

So yeah, first day of school after a week of school break, and I'm off. Demam and demam again. Home was boring except for the Mtv Made I watched. Now I really think surfing is cool. Haha. A weird demand I would ask from my parents but hey, I really wanna try go surfing. I'm not a good swimmer but I can try (: So yeah, ocean wave, here I come(one day)! Haha. Australia would be a nice placeeeeee. ;)