Again and again

Yes, Im still awake eventhough it's already at 4 in the morning. Im having fever again. Sighh.

I can

It's not like I plan to do so or what, but I just can't do it. Not now. I think it's still too early for me to say anything. Things are still not right, with exams coming and stuff. I am so sorry if you think I might or may hurt your feelings but Im just scared. You don't know how hard it is for me to cope with all of these. It takes time and Im almost there. But not yet there. Im not here to disappoint you or anyone, but Im sure you're having that kind of thoughts. And again, Im saying sorry. I apologize. Things are gonna be fine soon Insya Allah. (:

Goodbye

It's already 2.33 in the morning and Im still awake. Currently listening to Goodbye by Miley Cyrus. I can't sleep. It has been a weird night tonight. I think I know why but I just don't wanna say it. Yes mum, thanks a lot. We should have not used that way. You know why. I can still feel it. It's really hard and difficult but Im still trying here. It might take sometime but you have to understand it's a slow process. A very slow one.

It's May 1st already. Im wishing you A Very Happy Sweet 16th, Ayi. Hope that you'll be blessed by Allah all the time (: