For God knows what reasons, I just feel connected to this song.

Try With Me - Nicole Scherzinger

Unexpressed feelings are coating all over this heart. Unseen tears are hidden behind this smile. Unspoken words are left unsaid by this mind. This world is now unadorned once and again. I am helpless and unaided. I left most of my questions unanswered. Some efforts are unappreciated but everything is just unavoidable and beyond my expectations. The pain is unbearable to me. It was supposed to be unbreakable between us but I was unaware that sometimes love is uncertain. I was unconscious about how uncontrollable things can be. These feelings are undefended by any walls. I guess this is why our hearts cannot be unbroken. If only you know how I really wish that things can be undone and love can be rebuilt between us. But I guess too many things that are still undefined about our love. Let fate takes its place and let God work His plans. No matter wherever you are in this world, wherever you stand in my heart, wherever place I am at, wherever spot I am in your heart, you will always be the prayers I’ll keep saying. It will only stop when oxygen is not inhaled and when this heart has stopped pumping blood.

I am an attachable girl.

I attached myself to the one who brought me here today, The God.

I attached myself to the one who raised me up, my parents.

I attached myself to the people who I grew up with, my siblings.

I attached myself to the one I share my secrets with, my friends.

I attached myself to the one who has been there for me, the man I love.

I don't know what changes things these days.

Everything seems to be easily detachable.

But I am glad I have this faith in God, in what He has written for me.

Silence tend to invade me even when I'm surrounded by noises.

It feels awful to be unheard and unseen.

But I guess I have to be strong in every way

Because this time I'm standing alone

No sister to cry on

No friend to seek help from

No shoulder to hang on