Hello there.
I know it's been quite sometime since I last updated this haunted dusty and rusty blog of mine.
New Year is just around the corner.
I mean hours away.
To tell you the truth, I AM NOT READY FOR 2010.
2009 has been such a heartbreaking year for me.
There were so many ups and downs I had to go through.
I wasted so many tears this year over silly frustrating issues.
These things really teach me how to be a real human.
A human with a real heart.
I know I hate it so much living in the year of 2009.
But I don't know why, it's really hard for me to leave all the memories of this year behind.
I can't even sleep last night.
I cried myself out just the fact that 2010 is approaching tonight.
I know it is silly to cry on that.
But it is something my heart wanna do.
So, I've made up my mind about this new year coming.
- I'm gonna slow down with food (I SO HAVE TO)
- Grow taller, which I don't know how.
- Study really smart *I kinda have doubts*
- No more time wasting
- Won't be with my phone often
- Books = my second boyfriend
- Solat tak nak tinggal, Insya Allah. (PALING IMPORTANT)
- Banyakkan puasa sunat.
- No way I'm using bad words.
- Love parents, friends, cousins, relatives and boyfriend with all my heart.
- No more being super sneaky.
- Focus on studies.
- Ignore all the high school dramas
- No more partying after my birthday (:
- Gonna be a good muslim, a good daughter, a good friend
- Live my life to the fullest without going beyond my limits.
- Live a healthier life
- I will not change myself.
- No more getting sick every week.
- HELLO 2010!
Happy New Year!
Xoxo
