Power's Out

Dearest sayang,
I know things are so hard for you right now.
Things may be easy for me when I'm not in your position.
But God is fair.
Insya Allah, with all the prayers,things will be fine.
I will not stop praying for better days for you, I promise.
Unless I die.

I have a song to give you.

I got a shoulder built for you
Just in case you need it to lean on
These hands I have are for you
Just in case you need help to hold on

The world is just a super sized merry go around
Sometimes your finger loose their grip, we all fall down

Don't sit there in the dark
Don't worry your heart
Everything will be fine
If trees fall on your power line
If your wills turn strong
You will always have a home
If your power's outIf the light turn dark
You can stay here in my heart
If your power's out

My food is yours
Take all you want
My bed is yours
Steep all you want

I will always love you,

RD

With love

Yes, with so many thoughts, I finally found a conclusion.
For now, what I wanted in my life is to change.
Be a better person, for good.
And also importantly, be a good muslim.
Changing yourself is actually easy, it's all up to us.
You can't be perfect, but you can be the best.
What I meant by that is when you change for better, you do it step by step.
In other words, we say it as mengikut kemampuan.
You don't do it cause you are forced.
You do it because of Allah.
In my case, I'm lucky to have sayang(him) to change me.
He has the nicest words when it comes to nasihat.
I can't believe that I actually cried once listening him telling me how beautiful Kaabah was.
His words really got into my heart.
It's proven that every nasihat he has given, worked on me.
And yes, knocked my head about being seorang Islam.
Alhamdulillah, my solat is now terjaga, better than before.
I did miss some of the waktu, but I will feel really bad.
Like what happened today.
Thank God abang Mi told me that I could Qadak my solat.
I felt less guilty, but still having the guilt in my heart until now.
Found someone who can really change me is a real big thing.
Most people said that he's lucky to have such nice or sweet girl like me.
But people are just so wrong.
Never believe in that.
It's actually the other way round.
I am one of the luckiest person to be lived and to meet someone like him.
He changed me inside out.

So sayang, if you read this (which I don't think he will, Haha.)
Thanks for every single thing you have taught me.
Especially for every single words of your nasihat.
And every single knock you did on my head.
Not to forget, every single love that you gave.
I love you.

An appreciation,

RD

Hardness

In life, do believe in this.

Let go of the past because something and someone worthy awaits for you.

Truthfully,

RD