Monday, November 28, 2011

Yeah, I have loved you long.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

I just custom made Katy Perry's The One That Got Away and I would dedicate this song to ...I think you know who I've been writing about all these years.



All time during high school when I like you
We learn so much about love, life and honesty
And on my 18th birthday I made wishes on you
Used to talk all night long and tell you I love you
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my only love
Never thought, things would change, you would leave us
Sometimes when I miss you, I put your song on, whoa
Someone said you had a better life now
Saw you downtown laughing all around
It's time to face the music, I'm no longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these tears can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't relive back those moments with you
We should've make it last make it forever, whoa
Cause I want people to realize

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

Saturday, November 19, 2011

The day I have once planned to remind you that it has passed the 2000th hour since you've flown to London is the day you came back home. A coincidence or all fated, I am not sure but my instincts about you are never wrong. To see you after 2016 hours is a big bless to me. No words could ever explain how good and thankful I am. Things are a little bit off my expectations, but you should know how more than happy I am to see you. If only time machines were existed in this world, I would go back to the time I saw you coming out from the car, I would just run up to you, hug you tight, cry on your shoulder and listen to your heart beats but knowing what my boundaries are, and how painful we have went through, I'll secretly wish for these. I realized that I now have fear of expressing my feelings directly but I believe it's the best thing for me cause I might have just upset or even hurt people more. I am scared to be who I was before. So, I am sorry. It means so much to me to get to know why you came back for. But I know how uneasy things should be now after the pain I have caused you and how painful it is for me too. I know I can't say this anymore to you, but if you ever get to read this, I love you. You are the wishes I made while I blew off my candles on my birthday and you are also the prayers I said each time I talk to our God.