"For every prayer I sujud, for every letter I read from the Quran, for every zikir my heart says, I hope Allah SWT will benefit you in every way."

I am thankful, I am blessed and I am more than lucky for someone like you.

For someone who is always aware and concern about my life here and hereafter.

Whoever you are to me now, after too many things we have went through, after losing something we love so much, that doesn't mean I would stop hoping, wishing and praying for all the beautiful things for you now and your future, insya Allah.

As to this man named Anas Abd Rasid, one of Allah's most amazing gift, also an ummah of Rasulullah SAW, thank you so much for all these beautiful and most precious & meaningful gifts. Thank you for being that one friend who really intends to actually take me to Jannah, thank you for knowing the best presents to give to me and thank you for loving me with the intention of Allah SWT.

Wherever you are, whatever you do, may you be blessed by the one and only God, Allah SWT.

Dear Allah,

Tonight you gave me a feeling

A feeling of something

I am somehow blessed to feel such way

Sebak hati melihat kaabah di sejadah sewaktu menunaikan solat isyak

Slowly I teared up

Kedua tangan ditadahkan

I started praying

"Ya Allah, I have never been there, I have never had my eyes really looking at Your beautiful house but do take me there one day. I wanna pray in front of Kaabah while having my most loved ones with me, right by my side. I wanna somehow feel so near to our Rasulullah SAW. I wanna thank You for all the wonders you've given me until today, yet, I know more beautiful things are waiting for me in the future. I wanna cry for the most amazing opportunity of being, standing, looking and praying in front of Kaabah. I wanna keep falling in love with You, dear Allah. I wanna be the biggest fan of Rasulullah SAW. "

Ya Allah, Engkau makbulkan doaku yang satu ini.

On that moment

That one moment when

I'm reading what's in your eyes

And when your smile tells me a story

If and only if

If only you would see through me

I will never want the time to stop

To stop when I am without you

When you start blaming

Start blaming the fate

That's when I stop breathing

*Just random lines. I am out of idea...